Thursday, May 15, 2008

"You're My Woman..."

I am in love people! In L-O-V-E love! I know, how cliche right? Another lesbian declaring her undying love for a woman she met online only 2 months ago and has only dated for 5 weeks, but I do. I totally love her. I love her endlessly and completely. I love everything about her, and I look forward to that "something new" that I discover everyday that makes me love her more, when I didn't think my heart had anymore room. I love learning about who she is, her history, and who she wants to be. I love her for her complete kindness, her ceaseless affection, her devotion, her honesty, her commitment to her students, the love and respect she has for her family, her mistakes, and her triumphs.

I have always heard people say that when it is the right person you just know, which I honestly thought was some lame line of bullshit to avoid telling you that the person you were dating was a total tool...but no...this is ACTUALLY TRUE. You just know. It's amazing how truly simple it is. I have a hard time finding the words to express how I feel about this fantastic woman who is MY PERSON. She is my person ya know? If I were Jewish, she would be my bashert. If I were Jamila, she'd be my Terrance. If I were Karon, she'd be my Toni. If I were Steve, she'd be my Ferryn. If I were a BLT, she'd totally be my bacon. Shit...if I were Kevin, she'd still be my Bacon!

I have never in my life felt so much joy just by being around someone. She radiates such a warm and positive energy. When I wake up in the morning and she is next to me, everything with the world feels so totally right. I love her best in the mornings. She wakes up with this glowing smile, eyes barely open, soft spoken with a, "Hi Love"...or maybe she will sign something about not wanting to get up and staying in bed with me, and I'll sign back "You're Sexy" cause that's all I really know at this point. This usually makes her blush or laugh, but I always get a kiss for it.

This beautiful woman makes me laugh harder than I've ever laughed before and more often. She challenges me, pushes me to be a better person, encourages me to love myself, comforts me, holds me, and lets me hold her and never pulls away. She inspires me with her strength, respects me and the decisions that I make, surprises me with her silliness, warms me instantly with her touch, and overwhelms me with the unconditional love she offers me everyday.

This is my woman. My person. My love. My heart. Forever.

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